BAD KIDS INC.

Nothing last forever - your brain swells and your liver give outs.
Your eyes turn cloudy and your grace fades away.
Our bodies become shells of our former selves.
Hollow - Saggy - rotten inside.

our bodies sway in tandem as we watch our favorite crooner serenade our romance.
we neck and kiss.
"maybe in the next world..." confesses the crooner to a stadium full of paired birds.
tonight we are in love.
we stroll into the night  with haunting words lingering behind us.
still intoxicated with an enchanting melody - we act out the idyllic fantasy.
just for the night we belong to each other.
just for the night you only have eyes for me.
just the for the night I'm all yours.
just for the night we're beautiful together.


nothing to be gained here (c)

today he weeps for the youth.
tomorrow he sniffles over a bad gamble.
yesterday he shed tears for an elderly woman
and who knows who he will sob for in the future.
he cries like there's no tomorrow.


nothing to be gained here (c)

turn me off for a couple of seconds -
I'm catching my breath -
your heartbeat is near and i can hear the echo of your laugh.
she turns to me and says "roll with me"
we're not like that anymore.
you'll never be mine again -
we drew a line a couple hours ago and swore not to cross
but your lingering smile creeps down my spine
my soul merges with yours - like two old lovers caught in an embrace
 i cant help but melt with you.
I'll roll with you
I'll roll with you
now i know for sure
now i know i can pick up where i left myself behind.


nothing to be gained here (c)

your body aches like its been run over - everything cracks - everything is tight -
your face is puffy - and your legs are sore - so tired - so tired.
knead my back and roll my legs. pound me into a pulp - all i want if your scent on my skin -

nothing to be gained here (c)

Confused and dumbfounded - they did it again. brought you in a whole new mess. to clean up?
please.
just to be in the know. now your soul is tainted - but this time i wont break.
Now you know everything - and everything now makes sense.
but now that it does - where is the justice? where is the Dénouement I've been waiting for?
it's not coming because you're gonna shut the fuck up and not say a word-
its not coming because you've been here before and it's brought you nothing but trouble.
you can't save the desperate.
you can't coerce the egotistical.
you can't help the stupid.
you can't do anything -  the house of cards is falling all around you.



nothing to be gained here (c)
   

you fall in and you fall out - sometimes all it takes is an accident to humble you
your stuck in a room - on a sofa - nowhere to go
the clock is ticking and youre stuck - stuck doing nothing
the walls breath in and they breathe out - dangling time and circumstance
the pills on the table do nothing but numb pain - but i want to numb nothing - i want to feel everything. i'll be numb when im dead.

nothing says" thanks pal", than a good ol kick in the ass
nothing says "what are friends for?" than getting dissed on a friday night
nothing says "thanks for nothing", than a good ol slap in the face
nothing screams "audacity" than a good ol drama queen


keep it ambiguous so you don't take the blame
keep it unresolved so you never have to commit.

sorry made plans
sorry working late
sorry dont know when or if for sure
( no answer)
how could you? how would you? you never said for sure
why would you, when would you? you never made it clear.

opportunist
vested interest
fucking phony

nothing to be gained here   (c)

you thought you could hide a little while longer
holding ur breath under sauce but little did you know that ur allergic.
allergic to the mess and the drama.
who are you? no, not you but me -  seeking my mamas
but shes out there making and breaking even
so i can be here and create things that we believe in.
those days are here to stay as long as we dont have no baybays.
choose not to be not -

say no to breeding.


nothing to be gained here (c) 

ugh. como me das asco.



nothing to be gained here ( c )

its fair to say that this is def. not fair.
the distance.
the compatibility.
the possibility.

the night could go on forever.
but we kissed goodnight and farewell.
a couple more minutes would have made all the difference.
you get what you get.
scene.

nothing to be gained here (c)

of course we could celebrate a black occasion
a bruised notion -
a hectic meeting -
i'd rather celebrate your insides with mine.
rub em together, side to side.
please me, free me, do what you want
hand me over to the dark.
taste me, love me, sell me at twice the value.
pose me, dose me, like a statue
deal me, slang me to crooked gumshoes.
dig me, swig me, there 'aint no curfews.
you dirty dream designer.
you foul mouthed whiner.
it begins with a rough kiss.
it ends with a spark and bliss
this is who you miss.
this is who you miss.
la mujer with this bodice.


nothing to be gained here (c)

high heels in the back seat of a roaring vehicle. she kicks and giggles to herself.
laughing madly. its so comfy back here with her legs in the air.
with her legs in the air.
she never knew how much fun it would be to be possessed.
he takes her by the nape of her neck and slithers into her.
"you're wearing my favorite shoes" he exhales
now he's got her doing a little dance, the dance of despair.
she' stuck behind glass walls, watching him flail her back and forth.
here comes the fuss to wrangle her tight.
the fuss comes in with guns blazing, grabs her, tosses her. oh he's been waiting for this moment.
he's got fire in his eyes and all she can do is watch from behind glass walls.
the fuss unleashes its fury on her face and on her skin.
"oh that's gonna hurt in the morning"
"im doing you a favor kid, look at them. look at them! look at what he's doing to you. would a
REAL man bind you with a belt?"
"look at them kid, im doing you a favor"
they truly despise her.
they're disgusted.
they're really milking it for what it's worth.
someone yells "is this really necessary?"
and they hit her again.
"i'll kill them all for you, i'll cut off their heads" the demon snarls
she pounds on the glass and her eyes begin to melt.
the darkness sets in and everything begins to fade to black.
a mad laughter echoes.
a night of possession and terror is ended.
a new level of insanity is created.

nothing to be gained here (c)


 

Some people just dont know how to make love to women.
they bitch and the moan about how its so tough to understand them.
How difficult it is to woo them.
Some people dont know how to make love to women.
You can take her and make her yours.
You can rape and pillage her every being.
But you can never take or own her soul.
You can never win her truly.
Some people dont know how to make love to women.

  we finally made it
over the mountains and through the plains
just as we thought
just as we thought
but through the meadows and the shadows
there was a secret left to e hidden
in the shadows hide the lies
in the oldest of towns
in the oldest of towns
i should have known that old ghost and super stars live in sections that are far
take me away
take me away







take me away
take me away



nothing to be gained here©

 people are running
heads are gunning
just when we knew we were out of time

the days are spent
now the dollars are cents
just when we figured it was all a lie

no- no

we were fucked right from the start.

no no

we were fucked right from the start.


there was money
sure, it's funny
but will you laugh where youre down and out?
now they're making huge cuts
it's the little guy who gets fucked.
but you were laughing with food in your mouth

no no
we were fucked right from the start
that's right.

they're on tv
cracking, yacking, stacking, sacking
you think this is right?
it's so obvious- its black and white
i keep asking myself what year is this?
but i should have known we've lost sight.


nothing to be gained here

 Last night was the last night.
I hope her shivers have left us for good.
winter's undying kiss, fading away.
warm us up and let us go.
the birds are singing in tune again.
thanks for nothing - thanks for the memorie.
thanks for making the transition real.
but now that we have thawed and our eyes found the sun,
let me remember what I came here for.
Let me remember what I came here for.


nothing to be gained here (c)

This life is a disaster-we come to another jail- a bigger and more costly jail to do the things we’ve always done back in solitary-the confinement here is real, the ideal separation is common, we’re copies of our parents-we’re reflections of mistakes-we’re walking regrets, believe me when I say you’re parents will never admit it
They’ll never tell you the truth- the saddest part of all is finding out:

 it was our parents who betrayed us



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yo no soy yo
esto como entumida
no siento nada





a large whale has swallowed my muse whole.
but when the icy waters come, she seems to appear!

come to me sneaky woman
come to me insidious man


it takes poison to draw me out.
it takes poison to seek me out.


Have i not suffered enough?

have i not suffered your discontent?
others have found me beneath man made sinks
others have found me beneath shower heads and false idols. ..




yo no soy yo
yet you have found me beneath the moss.







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